Tuesday, August 25, 2009'♥
My vodka pear that was bought more then 6 months ago
was left untouched till date
So.. im now drinking it with 7up
tastes good. much better then with plain water.
that was fuck. hah.
looking at all my pics
From Batam to Bintan to Birthdaes and all the miscs
i find my smiles all so fucking fake.
With practically all the same facial expressions.
So sickening.
Somebody... SLAP ME
Im seeing my beloved this friday aft class.
Fucking looking forward to.
Its been...... gg 2 mths since i last met her.
=(
Zombie@8/25/2009 08:31:00 PM
'♥
1 day per week...
less then 10 hours...
i just need u to be there
during my lowest point
u dont have to say nor do anything
but your presence will be my best comfort
i feel so emotionally unstable right now
but what i yearn for is never near
i tried to hold back
i tried to be strong
i tried to fight these alone
i tried, i struggled n i failed.
i started losing more each day
i never meant to stop you from going out with your friends
or to do whatever you wanted to
im sorry if i were to made u unhappy
thats never my intention
im just trying to tell you
i need you here just as much...
Neglected.
i wanna escape from these insanities!
i dont wanna look forward to something
which may seems more like a burden to others.
i think i need some medications...
Zombie@8/25/2009 02:01:00 PM
Monday, August 24, 2009'♥
Been feeling so duper stressed and vexed
While i start planning for my future
Worrying about the job im holding on currently
And then every lil thing adds on
I hate the way im feeling
Bugged by insecurities
Drained, emotionally
Thoughts, that wiped me out totally
:'''((
I wish to go back to 3 years old, so very much..
Zombie@8/24/2009 02:59:00 PM
Tuesday, August 11, 2009'♥
Give me money Give me money Give me money Give me money
Give me money Give me money Give me money Give me money
Give me money Give me money Give me money Give me money
Give me money Give me money Give me money Give me money
Give me money Give me money Give me money Give me money
Give me money Give me money Give me money Give me money
Give me money Give me money Give me money Give me money
Give me money Give me money Give me money Give me money
Give me money Give me money Give me money Give me money
Give me money Give me money Give me money Give me money
Give me money Give me money Give me money Give me money
GIVE MEEEEEE MOOOONNNNNEEEEEEEEEYYYYYY !!!!!!!!!!
If only money will just drop from the sky!
Im so damn deprived now.
With so much to do and see to
Its never gonna be enough.
NEVER.
=(
Zombie@8/11/2009 02:41:00 PM
Wednesday, August 05, 2009'♥
S B S !!!!
Zombie@8/05/2009 02:35:00 PM
Sunday, August 02, 2009'♥
Midnight @ Illuma - Filmgarde
This show's so damn fucking gross! I was eating hotdog bread when the show started, n the very first part was abt this guy plunged to death from 7th storey, lying in a pool of blood with bones sticking out. Super duper disgusting! TURNED OFF LEH! N thats just ONLY the beginning.
ALAS. I almost wanted to puke my intestines out after the whole show!
Before that....
Muji stationeries for school.
SaSa cleansing tissues...
M)phosis - i fucking love this bag! MUAH!
Then... to Bugis Street:
I manage to slim down 2kg++
YES! My face looks slimer now already.
But im still working hard towards my goal of being back to 45kg!
OH! Anyway, look at this..
PRETTY RIGHT! Thats Hanalei.
I super love this though its a lil too high for me... 3 inch.
But still, ^_^
Classes starting tomorrow.
How fast.
Sigh.
Zombie@8/02/2009 07:32:00 PM